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This flower is scorched, this film is on
On a maddening loop, these clothes
These clothes don’t fit us right
I’m to blame
It’s all the same
It’s all the same

You come to me with a bone in your hand
You come to me with your hair curled tight
You come to me with positions

You come to me with excuses
Ducked out in a row
You wear me out
You wear me out

We’ve been through fake-a-breakdown
Self-hurt, plastics, collections
Self-help, self-pain
EST, psychics, fuck all

I was central, I had control
I lost my head
I need this, I need this

A paperweight, junk garage
Wedding ring, a honey pot
Crazy, all the lovers have been tagged

A hotline, a wanted ad
It’s crazy what you could’ve had

It’s crazy what you could’ve had
It’s crazy what you could’ve had
I need this, I need this

It’s crazy what you could’ve had
Crazy what you could’ve had
I need it, I need this

It’s crazy what you could’ve had
It’s crazy what you could’ve had
I need this, I, I need this

It’s crazy what you could’ve had
I need this, I need this

It’s crazy what you could’ve had
Crazy what you could’ve had
I need this, I need this

Crazy what you could’ve had
Crazy what you could’ve had

Now and Then

I know it’s true
It’s all because of you
And, if I make it through
It’s all because of you

And, now and then
If we must start again
Well, we will know for sure
That I will love you

Now and then
I miss you
Oh, now and then
I want you to be there for me
Always to return to me

I know it’s true
It’s all because of you
And, if you go away
I know you’ll never stay

Now and then
I miss you
Oh, now and then
I want you to be there for me

(Ahh)
(Ahh)
(Ahh)
(Ooh)
(Ahh)

I know it’s true
It’s all because of you
And, if I make it through
It’s all because of you

(Good one)

Running Up That Hill (A Deal with God)

It doesn’t hurt me
Do you wanna feel how it feels?
Do you wanna know, know that it doesn’t hurt me?
Do you wanna hear about the deal that I’m making?

You
It’s you and me

And if I only could
I’d make a deal with God
And I’d get Him to swap our places
Be runnin’ up that road
Be runnin’ up that hill
Be runnin’ up that building
Say, if I only could, oh

You don’t wanna hurt me
But see how deep the bullet lies
Unaware I’m tearin’ you asunder
Oh, there is thunder in our hearts
Is there so much hate for the ones we love?
Oh, tell me, we both matter, don’t we?

You
It’s you and me
It’s you and me
Won’t be unhappy

And if I only could
I’d make a deal with God
And I’d get Him to swap our places
Be runnin’ up that road
Be runnin’ up that hill
Be runnin’ up that building
Say, if I only could, oh

You
It’s you and me
It’s you and me
Won’t be unhappy

Oh, come on, baby
Oh, come on, darlin’
Let me steal this moment from you now
Oh, come on, angel
Come on, come on, darlin’
Let’s exchange the experience

And if I only could
I’d make a deal with God
And I’d get Him to swap our places
I’d be runnin’ up that road
Be runnin’ up that hill
With no problems

Say, if I only could
I’d make a deal with God
And I’d get Him to swap our places
I’d be runnin’ up that road
Be runnin’ up that hill
With no problems

Say, if I only could
I’d make a deal with God
And I’d get Him to swap our places
I’d be runnin’ up that road
Be runnin’ up that hill
With no problems

Say, if I only could
I’d be runnin’ up that hill
With no problems

I’m Getting Ready

Oh my, I didn’t know what it means to believe
Oh my, I didn’t know what it means to believe

But if I hold on tight, is it true?
Would You take care of all that I do?
Oh Lord, I’m getting ready to believe.

Oh my, I didn’t know how hard it would be
Oh my, I didn’t know how hard it would be

But if I hold on tight, is it true?
Would You take care of all that I do?
Oh Lord, I’m getting ready to believe.

Then we’ll be waving hands singing freely
Singing standing tall it’s now coming easy
Oh no more looking down honey
Can’t you see?
Oh Lord, I’m getting ready to believe

Then we’ll be waving hands singing freely
Singing standing tall it’s now coming easy
Oh no more looking down honey
Can’t you see me?

Oh Lord, I’m getting ready
Oh Lord, I’m getting ready
Oh Lord, I’m getting ready to believe

Cherry Wine

Her eyes and words are so icy
Oh, but she burns like rum on the fire
Hot and fast and angry as she can be
I walk my days on a wire

It looks ugly, but it’s clean
Oh, momma, don’t fuss over me

The way she tells me I’m hers and she is mine
Open hand or closed fist would be fine
The blood is rare and sweet as cherry wine

Calls of guilty thrown at me
All while she stains the sheets of some other
Thrown at me so powerfully
Just like she throws with the arm of her brother

But I want it, it’s a crime
That she’s not around most of the time

The way she shows me I’m hers and she is mine
Open hand or closed fist would be fine
The blood is rare and sweet as cherry wine

Her fight and fury is fiery
Oh, but she loves like sleep to the freezing
Sweet and right and merciful
I’m all but washed in the tide of her breathing

And it’s worth it, it’s divine
And I have this some of the time

The way she shows me I’m hers and she is mine
Open hand or closed fist would be fine
The blood is rare and sweet as cherry wine

Stranger Song

It’s true that all the men you knew were dealers
Who said they were through with dealing
Every time you gave them shelter
I know that kind of man
It’s hard to hold the hand of anyone
Who is reaching for the sky just to surrender
Who is reaching for the sky just to surrender

And then sweeping up the jokers that he left behind
You find he did not leave you very much, not even laughter
Like any dealer, he was watching for the card
That is so high and wild
He’ll never need to deal another
He was just some Joseph looking for a manger
He was just some Joseph looking for a manger

And then leaning on your window sill
He’ll say one day you caused his will
To weaken with your love and warmth and shelter
And then taking from his wallet
An old schedule of trains, he’ll say
“I told you when I came, I was a stranger”
“I told you when I came, I was a stranger”

But now another stranger seems
To want you to ignore his dreams
As though they were the burden of some other
Oh, you’ve seen that man before
His golden arm dispatching cards
But now it’s rusted from the elbow to the finger
And he wants to trade the game he plays for shelter
Yes, he wants to trade the game he knows for shelter

Ah, you hate to watch another tired man
Lay down his hand
Like he was giving up the holy game of poker
And while he talks his dreams to sleep
You notice there’s a highway
That is curling up like smoke above his shoulder
It’s curling just like smoke above his shoulder

You tell him to come in, sit down
But something makes you turn around
The door is open, you can’t close your shelter
You try the handle of the road
It opens, do not be afraid
It’s you, my love, you, who are the stranger
And it’s you, my love, you, who are the stranger

Well, I’ve been waiting, I was sure
We’d meet between the trains we’re waiting for
I think it’s time to board another
Please, understand, I never had a secret chart
To get me to the heart of this or any other matter
When he talks like this, you don’t know what he’s after
When he speaks like this, you don’t know what he’s after

Let’s meet tomorrow, if you choose
Upon the shore, beneath the bridge
That they are building on some endless river
Then he leaves the platform for the sleeping car that’s warm
You realize he’s only advertising one more shelter
And it comes to you, he never was a stranger
And you say, “Okay, the bridge or someplace later”

And then sweeping up the jokers that he left behind
You find he did not leave you very much, not even laughter
Like any dealer, he was watching for the card
That is so high and wild
He’ll never need to deal another
He was just some Joseph looking for a manger
He was just some Joseph looking for a manger

And leaning on your window sill
He’ll say one day you caused his will
To weaken with your love and warmth and shelter
And then taking from his wallet
An old schedule of trains, he’ll say
“I told you when I came, I was a stranger”
“I told you when I came, I was a stranger”
“I told you when I came I was a stranger”
“I told you when I came I was a stranger”

Oh How I Long to be Free Again

My heart is yearning
While your moon’s burning
And your boiling rain is scalding me

My fires are raging
The heat is blazing
But your ice-cold heart is chilling me

And though my heart cries out for thee
Your stormy weather’s killing me
And now my heart cries out for me
Oh how I long to be free again
Oh how I long to be me again

You say I’m dying
But you’ve been lying
Your cure is one that will never heal

You coerce with spectres
And you call me a vector
But your kiss of death’s no good for me

And my whole body feels so unwell
Your wicked brew is killing me
My gut’s in knots and my heart does swell
Oh how I long to be free again
Oh how I long to be me again

And I’m going home
Even if I’m all alone
Yes I’m coming home
So I can learn to be free again
So I can start to be me again

My heart was burning
But I’d been learning
T’was a lie that you cared for me

You said you loved me
But your put-downs crushed me
For you’re a coward who manipulates

You stole my mind to make me weak
With weasel words that were killing me
But when I saw that you’d turned on me…
Now I am strong and I am free again
Now I am strong and I am me again

Johnny and Mary

Johnny’s always running around
Trying to find certainty
He needs all the world to confirm
That he ain’t lonely
Mary counts the walls
Knows he tires easily

Johnny thinks the world would be right
If it could buy truth from him
Mary says he changes his mind
More than a woman
But she made her bed
Even when the chance was slim

Johnny says he’s willing to learn
When he decides he’s a fool
Johnny says he’ll live anywhere
When he earns time to
Mary combs her hair
Says she should be used to it

Mary always hedges her bets
She never knows what to think
She says that he still acts like he’s
Being discovered
Scared that he’ll be caught
Without a second thought
Running around

Johnny feels he’s wasting his breath
Trying to talk sense to her
Mary says he’s lacking a real
Sense of proportion
So she combs her hair
Knows he tires easily

Johnny’s always running around
Trying to find certainty
He needs all the world to confirm
That he ain’t lonely
Mary counts the walls
Says she should be used to it

Johnny’s always running around
Running around

I Miss the Hills

I miss the hills, I miss the land
I miss your green and pleasant land
I miss the hills, I miss the land
I miss your gentle loving hand

And it took too long to learn to love
It took too long to understand
It took too long to learn to love
It took too long to leave this land

And now I miss the things
Now I miss those things
Now I miss the things…
The things I left behind


Sorrow is for yesterday
Tied to stone and thrown away
Sorrow is for yesterday
Time and tide did wash away
And it took too long to learn to love

It took too long to understand
It took too long to learn to love
It took too long to leave this land

And now I miss the things
Now I miss those things
Now I miss the things…
The things I left behind

Take a step, a step on stone
Fight your corner, hold your own
Autumn’s loss, summer’s gain
Perfect world, put to shame
Stepping stone, stepping stone
Fight your corner, hold your own
Stepping stone, stepping stone
When you return….
You will find your stepping stone

Fall

Hide your horses, hold your tongue
Hang the rich and spare the young
Who drained the spirits from the jars
Hop the fences, steal the cars

Run on fumes and from the law
And burn for us right through the fall

Harbour ladies call your name
Brush your hair like it could be tamed
Hitch their dresses past their knees
Then spill them to the floor like keys

They swing the bridges one and all
And burn for us right through the fall

All our running, hey hey hey
All our running, hey hey hey
All our running, hey hey hey

Time will seize the captain’s wheel
A mutiny we’ve come to feel
When where we’re aiming’s gone from view
With everything we thought to do

Oh, the devil won’t have me
I wonder who will, I wonder who will

All our running is a crawl
And burns for us right through the fall

All our running, hey hey hey
All our running, hey hey hey
All our running, hey hey hey

All our running
All our running
All our running